I woke up at my normal time, and for the first few minutes of the day everything else went normally too. It was around the time that I poured my second cup of coffee that I started to realize how truly strange the night before had been. I carried my mug to the futon and sat down to look over the legal pad I’d scrawled my list of questions on.
I
supposed I was just going to have to go in to the office that evening to see
what was going to happen. Sometimes I still questioned why I paid rent on an
office space when I had my own home, but I always came back to “it’s worth it.”
When I had first started my transcription business I did work out of my
one-bedroom apartment. I had set up a workstation in my living room area, and
aside from some disruptions when the parking lot got loud, it really hadn’t
been too bad. The problem had been one of schedule and routine – I would either
struggle to get going and twiddle around the apartment trying to find
motivation or I would work 18-20 hours straight, since I always had tasks on
hand and could always feel them looking at me.
Once I
had enough regular clients and steady income, renting a little office room in
the building up the street had seemed like a logical solution. I posted set
work hours, I kept my workload reasonable, and I *only* worked from the office.
I did have some equipment at home, but I pretended I didn’t, to keep myself
from working off the clock.
And that
Saturday I found myself glad that I didn’t work out of my home anymore – I
could only imagine how intrusive it would feel to have the Crone appear in my
apartment without notice. Of course, this meant I had to break my own rules and
go in to the office on a weekend, but it isn’t like anyone would know or care.
I was pretty sure no one else in the building tended to work Saturday evenings,
but there was no rule against it. Each office had its own locking door, and we
each had a key fob for the building. As long as we didn’t bring anyone in with
us we were welcome to come and go as we pleased. I did hesitate for a moment as
I mulled it over, but decided I wasn’t breaking any rules – after all, I wasn’t
going to be bringing anyone in with me.
The Crone was handling getting in and out her way, whatever that meant. I was
in the clear.
The day
crawled by, and I nibbled on a few snacks and zoned in and out of conscious
thought. Finally, I gave up waiting and decided to head over to the office. I
was too distracted to accomplish anything at home, so I might as well go in
early and see if I could distract myself with something billable.
I got to
the office building and let myself in the side door. I was the only car in the
parking lot on a Saturday afternoon. I did often walk, but since I had no idea
how late I would be staying I figured I should drive. If nothing else, the
abandoned car in the parking lot would be a sign to the building manager to
come looking for me if something happened. If I walked, they wouldn’t even know
I was there unless they thought to check the security footage from the door for
some reason.
The hall
was lit only by the standby lights. I didn’t bother switching on the overheads.
I unlocked my office door, then locked it back behind me. Just in case someone
else decided to come in on a whim, I didn’t want them walking in on me and…
whatever was about to happen.
I sat
down at my desk and pulled the folded-up paper I’d torn from the legal pad out
of my pocket and smoothed it out. It felt just as absurd as it had when I’d
looked it over that morning. But when I leaned back and looked around, I
realized there were still papers scattered from when I had bolted out of my
chair when the Crone first surprised me. At least that had definitely happened.
I stood back up and started gathering up the papers. Before I knew it I was
busy tidying and putting things away – all the end-of-week things I hadn’t
finished doing the day before. I noticed a sticky note I had left for myself to
resend an updated invoice to a client who had requested additional revisions
after the original project had been completed, so I sat down to knock that out.
I set the email to send Monday morning, since I didn’t want to let them see I
was working on the weekend – I certainly didn’t want that to become an
expectation.
“Especially
if I’m taking on this fairy tale project, I’m going to need to keep my weekends
clear,” I said aloud to myself.
“I’m glad
to hear that, it sounds like you’re at least considering accepting!” I jumped
and whirled in my chair to see the Crone standing in the corner, just where she
had disappeared the night before. “We are going to have to come to an
understanding about not sneaking up on me if this is going to work!” I took a
deep breath and forced my body to relax as she smiled sheepishly.
“So
sorry, you’re absolutely right. We can discuss that as part of the terms of the
project and find a solution, I’m sure.”
I nodded,
and gestured for her to sit across the desk from me. “Would you like a water?
Or, um, I think there’s some Mountain Dew?” I pointed at the minifridge. She
shook her head. “Thank you, I’m fine. Would you like to start with your
questions, or shall I begin with an overview of my proposal?” I glanced down at
the paper in front of me. “I suppose you go ahead, I might have more questions
or less by the time you’re done, it’s hard to say.”
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